It has been months since I have written a new entry here. Let me see...
Currently (Real Time Update):
Dear is snoring away next to me. It's about 12.15 pm... And I have yet to hang the clothes. Chasing the sun is always good.
I had taken a few chocolate biscuits, and have had a few sips of coffee. There's somehow always coffee in our room. Coffee here I mean Nescafe. The best brand ever. If there's a Nescafe brand for laptops or phone and they have that cocoa-istic smell on the items I would have bought them for sure. Not only Nescafe brings me to life, it brings everything else to life! I remember my favorite Aunt (Aunt Eng) loves it. I remember her sipping the coffee off bit by bit even though it was boiling hot. I didn't understand that back then. Now I do.
Another real time update is this :
It's now 3.35 pm, dear is awake, and I've prepared our late lunch, hung the clothes, and of course, played my Criminal Case on Facebook.
I prepared my Fritto Misto which dear loves, and we ate it with our coffee.
And it's raining. It's a cozy Sunday afternoon. With Big Bang Theory on the TV of course. And dear following up the Harlem Shake thing on his tab. Me typing away here in my pink laptop. I'm not sure about the necessity of this information though.
Anyway, I'm going to categorize my writing here.
On Family:
My sister Jaclyn had just changed her profile picture to the one which she was with me during my wedding day. I feel so honoured! My youngest baby sister Natalie is not feeling quite well, and she had been like this for days. I just hope she takes her medicine on time and drinks sufficient water. Water flushes off toxic from our body.
I sometimes miss my grandpa before I go to sleep at night, and I miss my dad... and even though my grandma still looks healthy, I am really scared of the day when she says goodbye. I really, really am afraid of that day. I sometimes go to sleep crying because of all these. I miss them. I miss them real much.
My mum has been dancing so much that dancing has become her world. I remember her telling us that dancing and performing has been her passion, even before she had us. Back when she was as young as ... super young. She should have become a star.
My aunt has always been on my mind, and I really wish that she stops thinking that she is a burden to us because she's family and she should not feel that way. I love her like my own mum. I've got 5 angels in my life.
First is my grandma, then my mum, aunt and then my two sisters. They are my world. Of course when I say angel here I'm only referring to female. Dear is my ... life? Hahaha..
We haven't gone back to see my in-laws... I wonder how they are doing....
Last night we met them though at the cousin's ceremony. It was just a "Doa Selamat" thing. A "benediction"? Dear had such a friendly cousin.
On Work:
I am glad that I am at where I am. I do not want to promise anything, but I would say that I am glad that I am here. There are a few games to play, few comments to play in my head, and of course there a few wonders in my head, but, but, but ... I do respect these few people here in this organization that I am in, but I feel invisible intendedly at times. I of course, need to reflect on myself to check out what is wrong with me. The only thing that I am certain now is that I am glad to be where I am at and I know that there is still room for improvement...
On Love:
Oh my my, what can I say about this one? This one is definitely - something that I treasure. I treasure and will fight for. Well, dear has been nice. Not nice as in those Cinderella or Snow Whitey prince kind of nice, but he has been a good husband to me. Not a perfect one of course - but he is the perfect match for me. I dare to say this one here because I don't know how much darer I can be. I don't know what I am talking about any longer... being in love is a wonderful feeling. It drives you nuts, and it makes you unaware of so many things...
1.) He does not bother me whenever I am doing my own stuffs.
2.) He waited for me at the gate when it rained, and came to me with an umbrella in hand. An umbrella which we both shared.
3.) He finishes all the food that I cook, even though sometimes I forgot the most important ingredient ever- SALT.
4.) He takes the Vitamin C tablet that I bought for him - every morning.
5.) He cleans up the dishes sometimes whenever I forget to do so.
6.) Whenever there's pending house chore - and I get sleepy - he would say, "Sleep first, baby...we settle that another time..."
7.) He shows me interesting stuffs he finds in the internet... sharing IS caring... hahaha!
8.) He asks me to drink coffee first - which we never really run out of in the room - whenever I wake up and he's awake.
Okay I should stop here.
I love him. I love my husband.
On Friends:
I'm not sure if I will sound all fifteen or nine if I talk about my friendship with certain people here.
Hmm... let's see.
So far, I'm more than thankful to have a bunch of friends who are really nice to me - and I make my effort in contacting them through Whatsapp, Skype, BBM... whatever that I can... I believe in constant communication even though sometimes people do get bored with all of these communication.
I love 'em. They give me the laughter, the joy...
